Monday, July 27, 2009

Finally

Graduation IB BATCH 3 07/09
SIJIL DIPLOMA IB

DA GUYS


DA LADIES


THE GIFTS

26th July 2009..Ib batch 3 kms graduation day..it was alrite actually..i love seeing all my frewns wearing blue..all look super HOT..hehehe..seriusly they do..girls wear bj kurung and guys baju melayu..suka tgk...hehehhe...the grad place is at Royal Bintang Ballroom..im not sure wether da hotel was a 5 star or not..wateva it is the rooms suck..xmcm 5 star pun..
i'm really gonna miss my frens..nanti dh x jumpa dah bdk2 fly ke us, uk,czech..hmmm may u all live a happy life and persue your dreams of becoming future actuaries,doctors,biotech,teachers...huhuu..
to all the teachers pun thank u soo much for your help..teaching..caring..loving..i will appreciate it very much..May Allah bless all of you.
.Amin..
Door gift okelaa..dpt selendang..dh laa wana biru gak...just my luck..huhuh..tp jeles tgk laki nya tie..looks very expensive..lawa..

many pictures were taken tp alik2 umah kena mara ngan daddy sbb biler tgk alik pictures byk blurry..sedihh...tgn x statik..huhu..apa leh buat...asalkan da memorie is in my head..Da food there okelaa i have to admit x sdpt sgt..but my fav is the honeydew air..yyum2...

Finally IB is finish and everyone in batch 3 students graduated with flying colors..alhamdulillah..Now another step is yet to come..

Thank you KMS and IB..i learn a lot through out the 2 year programmes..LOVE IT! i have soo much memories dat i will cherish it 4eva..MUahhx..

Friday, July 24, 2009

Bersangka Baik


Kalau kita ditanya: “Apakah kamu beriman kepada Allah?”
Kita pastinya akan pantas menjawab: “Ya”
Kerana, itu adalah keyakinan kita. Benar?


Namun kadangkala, keyakinan kita ini akan tergugah bila diuji. Saat-saat sukar dan pertolongan lambat tiba, kita mula ragu dan mempersoalkan: “Ish, Allah ni dengar tak doa aku?”
Bila kita ditimpa kecelakaan, kita akan merungut: “Kenapa la Allah buat macam ni kat aku?”
Bila kita cuba bertaubat dari dosa, tetapi kemudian asyik mengulanginya, kita berkata: “Allah ni memang takdirkan aku masuk neraka ke?


Sepatutnya kita perlu bersangka baik terhadap Allah...

Bersangka baik. Bersangka baik kepada manusia yang kita nampak pun sudah sukar. Apatah lagi hendak bersangka baik kepada Allah yang ghaib.


Namun, di sinilah sebenarnya ukuran keimanan kita. Iman itu sukar kerana kita banyak ber’komunikasi’ dengan keghaiban, dengan tidak terlihat. Beriman kepada Allah yang ghaib, beriman kepada malaikat yang ghaib, beriman kepada hari kiamat yang tidak tahu bila, beriman kepada qada’ qadar yang kita tidak tahu apa-apa. Tiga dari lima rukun iman adalah perkara ghaib yang tidak akan kita tahu berkenaan dengannya, melainkan apa yang telah Rasul dan Kitab beritahu kepada kita.


Bukan mudah bersangka baik kepada Allah, tetapi di sinilah bukti keimanan kita.
Berapa ramai yang memilih untuk meneruskan keimanannya hingga ke hujung waktu? Berapa ramai pula yang tersungkur dengan ujian keimanan ini dan memilih untuk meninggalkan Allah?
Di dalam sejarah manusia, ada beberapa cerita yang membangkitkan kesedaran berkenaan hal ini:

Kisah Nabi Musa AS.
Ketika Allah mengarahkannya membawa Bani Israel melarikan diri dari Firaun pada waktu malam, Nabi Musa AS telah mendapati dirinya dan Bani Israel terperangkap antara Laut Mati dan tentera Firaun yang mengejar di belakang pada waktu pagi esoknya.
Bani Israel ketika itu sampai ada yang berkata: ““ Musa, apakah yang kau bawa kami ini? Di hadapan kita laut, di belakang kita Firaun dan bala tenteranya. Nampaknya kita akan tersusur, kita akan hancur!”
Apakah kata-kata Nabi Musa AS ketika itu?
“Kalla…” Sekali-kali tidak. Sekali-kali kita tidak akan hancur.
Kenapa Nabi Musa AS dapat menyatakan sedemikian rupa, walau nyawanya tersepit antara Laut Mati dan Tentera Firaun?
Kerana Nabi Musa beriman kepada Allah hingga ke akhirnya. Dia yakin, Allah tidak akan meninggalkannya. Dia yakin, Allah tidak akan memungkiri janji-janji-Nya.
Akhirnya, laut mati terbelah dipukul tongkat Nabi Musa, mukjizat kurniaan Allah, dan Firaun mati lemas di Laut Mati ketika cuba mengejar

Jadi, kita bagaimana?
Bila berhadapan ujian, bila berusaha tetapi sering menemui kegagalan, saat merasa sempit, ketika merasa ditinggalkan, bagaimana kita bertindak?

Merungut-rungut kepada Allah? Atau memilih untuk terus meyakini-Nya, dan beriman kepada-Nya?


Sesungguhnya, kepada orang-orang beriman itu, hanyalah kemenangan di akhirnya.
Kalau bukan kemenangan di dunia, pastinya kemenangan di akhirat menanti manusia yang beriman kepada Allah SWT.


Maka, marilah sama-sama kita, bersangka baik kepada Allah, dan memilih untuk terus beriman kepada-Nya hingga ke akhirnya.

Walau dalam kesempitan, walau terdorong ke tebing gaung yang dalam, tetapkanlah iman kita agar tidak tergugah.


Allah hendak memberikan sesuatu yang besar kepada kita.



Diambil drpd website langit ilahi...

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

Its a Twin Thing (TT)

which one is Sarah and Mas??? x ingt umur brp...
hhehehe =)

Tepat jam 0727 pagi.."uwekk uwekk" a crying sound was heard and then it stop..but wait,not long after 3 minutes around 0730..another crying sound was heard again "uwekk uwekk"... Bunyi nangis apa pulak tuh??..cehhhh..but soon this crying sound was then replace by the Azan...2 babies were born..identical twins = SITI MAISARAH (2.7Kg) & SITI MASTURAH (3.2Kg)
i was borrn first then is Mas..usually orng ckp sape kuar dulu adik sbb kakak mengalah but my parents ikut turuntan saper lahir dulu dier tua...huhuhu...i cant imagine Mas is kakak..no way..hahhaaha...dier manja sgt..
Owh yer..wat is TT..well me and Mas call it a twin thing..my big sis Moon always piss when we say this..TT is like u know sumtimes twins know wat each other are thinking..kdg2 pikir benda sama only me and Mass understand...It thus happen and we both find it menarik..hehehe..bila ada je i was thinking bout stuff and i look at Mas..she's smiling at me sbb dier pun tau apa i nk ckp..kakak i mcm blur je..we both will point our 2 fingers supaya touch and say its a twin thing (TT).. =P

i love having a twin..i love my twin..i'm really gonna miss her..we will be far apart..sedih sgt..kali nih bkn jauh di malaysia but far from the country...huhuh..of corse we can comunicate in other ways but ntah...its just a TT..huhuhu...

Monday, July 20, 2009

Inspired By Life


Well i guess my future is set..im flying of to manipal...i seriusly thought it was hard to get in but i did it..alhamdulillah...at first i was glad dat i have a choice to go to czech replubic..excited..studying the entrance test with my frens...I know dat the answer i tick was correect..in my heart i just know it...to my horror i had a shock and a wake up call..the moment i found out i did not pass the exam i was devastated...nangis yg mcm tahap tersedu2..i just could not accept it..my frends mira,lye,zazu,naimah,limie sume bg encouraging words to me tp x leh nk stop sedih.."bodoh sgt ke sampai x pass exam" dat was going in my head..malu nangis orng x penah tgk..seb baik laki is just hazim dat time..huhuhu..i came back..call my parents..my dad..u know wat he said to me?

"Sarah nangis sejak tau dpt result sampai balik college..mcm tuh baik xyah jd doc..benda mcm nih pun x dpt nk terima...sume ada hikmah dier..nk nangis watper.."

i was taken a back of wat he said..ni encouraging ke??mcm x jer..then slowly i realise hes rite..everything in life ada hikmah dier..i x accept benda yg dh berlaku as if i salahkan God for making me miserable..AstaufirAllah...terus ask from forgiveness...maybe good things comes out of this..sbg hamba kita perlu bersabar..ada ayat dr Syurga Cinta..dat girl mention apa ntah..kita nk matahari tp tuhan bg hujan..pdhal kita x tahu pada akhir hujan tuhan bg pelangi..apa ntah..hehehee...i know dat now...syukur alhamdulillah..Dah ada placemet for me in India..2tahun setgh di sana and 2 tahun setgh in melaka malaysia..best apa..kejap je dok negara orng..


So maybe dpt kat india manipal twinning nih is not so bad after all...sape yg nk sgt ramaiah xperlaa..maybe kita gi manipal ada hikmahnya..cume kita x nampak skarng...Allah knows...

To my india frewn (cam lain je bunyi..he3)
girls= bella,aizan,made,cheetah,shiro,nik,imah,rin
boys= faiz,redza,azwan,ghazi,s.e,ammar,awe,shahir,chang (ada tertinggal sowi)
All the Best..may we become good Doctors in the future..InsyaAllah..

Sunday, July 19, 2009

What Love Will do to you...

Another "cliche" post...gee let me guess wats its about??Love..pehhh..Something that i dont understand and yet to learn..I cant help myself to fall with one but where does that lead me too..marridge..i'm far too young to get married..or am i?? huhuhu..skrang ni sk2 tp xnmpk lg masa depan dua2 belah pihak mcm mana...just listen to wat your parent say..."xpayahlaa pikir2 lg Sarah..belajar dulu..dh besar dh keje puas life br kawin.." i didnt mean to play or hurt anyone feelings but the desire to love and beloved by someone will always be there..i know its fitrah for us to like eachother..ntah kdg2 tuh y now...when i like sume1 i kept quite..i dont really show it...i dont care wat he says about me.."im a liar". i know im doing da right thing.God knows..im scared to fall..the gut feeling that i felt..rasa takut yg teramat sgt...tkt kpd siapa?..im sure u know.....im complicated..no wonder he hates me now..i cant explain it well...ttension kdg2..suka ke x suka..i just cant say...mls dah..let it be..i jus pray..kalo ada jodoh adala.. Now my motto is love after marridge..lagi romantic...hahhahaa...

Friday, July 17, 2009

ZiaRaH-Unforgetable




21st of July was the day which i never thought would come..Alhamdulillah Allah s.w.t has call upon me and my family to visit the holy Mekah Almukaramah and Madinah Almunawarah. It was about 8 hours of flight from KLIA to Jeddah..i arrive in Jeddah at night and straight away we took the bus to Tanah Haram Madinah..I went with the travel angent of Andalusia. My heart was pounding..i was very excited..

SubahanaAllah..i could not explain wat i felt..Tears fell..Sebak hati..The first time i saw Kota Madinah i could not stop crying. You see in pictures but it is nothing compare to the real thing..Its so beutiful..We have a very nice Mutawir guiding us with the ziarah. He's name is Ustat Abdul Rahman from indonesia...Very cute and i love it when he resite the prayer and zikir...huuhuhu...I remember while travelling in the bus he said a few sentences that i will never forget.

"Kita patut bersyukur dapat dtg ker sini dipanggil oleh Allah s.w.t..Ada orng kaya byk duit pun tp kalo tak dipannggil oleh Allah dan xder rezeki xdpt jugak..Buatlah sebyk mana pun amalan dan zikir2 sunat di sini.."

I thought how true dat meaning is and i am very bless to be given this oppurtunity to come here..Alhamdulillah..Anyway we stayed in Fyruz Hotel...Then it was time for Subuh prayer..My first solat in Masjid Nabawi...Inside the masjid was even more incredible..The architecture and the structure of the building was amazing..






We then ziarah many places in Madinah..One of it is Perkuburan Baqi' and Jabal Uhud..I climb the hill where the archery people were situated during the Uhud war..it was so cool and wat an experience..such a historic place..i also went ziarah kt tempat lain but it probaly take longer time for me to write..mls laa..hehee..nk tau lg tanya jer...

I stayed in Madinah for 3 days..One night i visited Raudah..Again so many people were there..I have to squeeze myself to pray in the Raudah (Taman-Taman syurga)..Wat an experience..I could not believe it that i was praying in front of the prophet Muhammad S.A.W makam..Syukur alhamdulillah..I get to pray right at the front in the green carpet..I mean depann sekali...i solat sunat there..After that i could not help but to cry again...Syukur Allah s.w.t give me the oppurtunity to pray there..its very hard to find a spot to pray since a lot of people pushing and shuving around..

After Madinah We went to Tanah Haram Mekah ...we did our first mikat at Bir Ali from madinah..While the mutawir and all the people in the group was bertalbiah again sebak hati..Kesyukuran to Allah x dpt nak ckp...sedih...My first umrah...When i saw the Kaabah words cannot explain it..Even the masjid itself was unbelieveable..Anyway i did niat then tawaf and saie..lastly tahalul..I cried again..Coz i completed 1 umrah...Syukur..I felt like a new girl..Cleanse with all the sin that i have done in the past..InsyaAllah..

We stayed in Mekah for a week..So cool..Praying there..Staying in Mekah i felt so happy..x ingt langsung dunia and hal2 di Malaysia...All i can think about was my ibadat...WE ziarah many places here including Kaabah Mussean, Masjid Kiblatain,Masjiid Tanaim,Hudaibiyah,Ladang unta,ladang kurma,jabal Nur,mina,arafah and even jabal Rahmah where i pray for my jodoh..hhee..a good soleh husband insyaAllah....Byk lg..seronok sgt..It was the best experience i ever had..i want to go again..I manage to complete 3 umrah Alhamdulillah at 3 diffrent miqat..One in Bir Ali, one in Tanaim and one in Hudaibiyah...Alhamdulillah...

The time have come to say goodbye to Mekah..I felt sad again and cry after subuh prayer sbb trpksa leave and see the Kaabah...i pray and pray at the multazam that i can come agaian..InsyaAllah..
I just want to share my experience..Byk lg picture to upload but mls..hehhehe

Saturday, July 11, 2009

The Start

My new blog...well this is my first post..dunno really wat to say...people are trying new things and i guess dis is one of them...so i wanna try...blogging.. "The in thing" is it???oh well, its kinda a way for me to write stuff and let me have things to do during my free time...i'm sick of fb n fs...u get bored after like a few days or weeks doing nuthing..welcome to mylife..boring person..sumhow i manage to live..hahahaa...since my sistas r not at home..i'm so damm bored.s..(big sis in ums and twin sis in usm) where will i be???a mystery to me..hmmmm...