Another Day...Another Drama...

Untukmu Ibu

2010-05-09T02:41:00.000-07:00

Mama..Happy Mother's Day...

there isnt any day of my life that i regret having u as a mother..i love u soo much..hehhee..

Thank you for your patients n kindness to me..

Only Allah knows how much i appreciate it..

Nuthing can compare to the sacrifice u did to me n my sisters..

everyday is a mothers day to me..u r too special to have only one day...

InsyaAllah i will study hard and make u n daddy proud of me..

u are always in my prays..wishing u good health n good life dunia n akhirat...

i will make u cry one day but not because of my bad doings...

but because of my success..

those will be tears of joy...

i dedicated to u mama n daddy..

i promise to become a good muslim docter..InsyaAllah...

From your daughter,

SARAH

Food for thought...

2010-05-07T21:09:00.000-07:00

i had this discussion with my frend Ceetah at foodcourt...its short but very meaningfull....she open up a topic about her interviewer from Manipal who ask her y do u want to study overseas...mine was my relatives who ask me the same question...we both answer because we want to get experience..

Yes..i guess thats one thing to consider..its true right..going to different places u can get different experiences..well do u ever think that it can also make u more mature..or "matang"..
somehow leaving in overseas u will be by yourself..no one to take care of u n no one to care wat u do or dont do..its totally ure choice..wat u want to do with ure life..wheter u want to study or dont study..wheter how many boxes of cigerettes u want to smoke or dont smoke..no one here to sclode u or get mad at u..u can buy or do anything with ure money....i can go on with the stuff that we can do but u get the point..how much freedom it is to live by ureself..

i understand that now..the choices u make will grow on u..being mature not necessarely mean being like an adult but in terms of pemikiran..u can be childdish but ada tempat dier..even im childish kdg2...ermm ada juga orng kata
"knp kena matang?? jd bdk2laa best..."
yes i agree becoz sumitmes once we get old kita nk jugak jd muda..ada je yg tua cuba nak perangai mcm bdk2...so for me just act ure own age..sampai bile kita nak jd bdk2..like my mum say jd orng "hingus meleleh"??? we will not live forever..bile2 je Allah swt boleh tarik nyawa kita..we dont want to regret making irresponsible decision in our life..

Living in overseas sume perkara dlm tgn kita..its like two roads diverse and its up to us to choose the right path..taking medecine in Manipal is only 2 years n a half..its not long..just use it wisely..InsyaAllah with DOA Allah swt will lead us to the right path.."Islam is the perfect way of life" hehehe..sgt perfect..kalo ikut we will not go astray..Alhamdulilllah being in overseas i have friends who i can count on...my girlfrends..usrah sisters....i am so bless to have them..orng kata choosing the right friends is very important..sepatutnya bile kita tgk kwn kita, kita dpt lihat syurga..(in terms of diorng akan bw kita ke arah kebaikan..bkn buat jahat =p)syukur so far itulah sara nampak..sumenya dgn redha Allah Sara dipertemukan dgn mereka..hehehe..

the past is the past..future is yet to come..so just live the present all that we can..Allah knows best...

India Update

2010-05-04T06:10:00.000-07:00

WWaaa..time fly so fast..tgk2 dh nak sstart block exam..block 3...fuhh..ni just nak update..ermm i bought a bike..its pink n yeah its not really my color but i have no choice..the rest r all very large bike which my short feet cannot reach the paddle..i manage to recall back how to ride it..yeayy..gi kelas dh bw basikal..this was my greatest achievment this block..hehehe..rasa seronok but i get really tired biler naik bukit..penatt..serius..or iz it just me who lack stamina..hehhee..watever..

everybody have scooter or motorbike but i have my bicycle..

suka2

2nd Home

2010-05-02T07:31:00.000-07:00

Lama x update blog..neways this is my new apartment in INDIA...small but very cozy...its nice to come home after tired day of lectures n disection....hehehee..i love this apartment..seronok duduk ngan Housemate Nik Atikah and Fatin shahira...

Living hall
Dining Table

View from my room..sangat nyaman

Kitchen which is rarely usee,,busylaa nak masak2..hehhee

Cabinet

My room

JODOH

2010-04-30T11:41:00.000-07:00

Ada 3 jenis jodoh dalam islam...
1) jodoh dari syaitan...
- Apabila lelaki dan perempuan berkenalan..berpegang tgn..buat maksiat..lalu pada akhirnya si perempuan itu mengandung..si lelaki pula baru menikahinya..
2) jodoh dari jin
- Apabila lelaki dan perempuan berkenalan....lelaki suka pd si perempuan tapi bukan sebaliknya..Lelaki itu menggunakan bomoh dan sihir bagi menyuruh si perempuan mencintai nya..oleh itu mereka berkahwin...
3) jodoh dari Allah s.w.t
- Apabila lelaki dan perempuan berkenalan..berpandangan mata..terus menusuk ke kalbu..si lelaki terus meminang si perempuan dan si perempuan terima peminangan itu...oleh itu mereka berdua bernikah...insyaAllah perkahwinan kekal hingga ke akhir hayat..Inilah dinamakan sebagai "SYURGA CINTA"

Semoga jodoh sara datang dari Allah...Aminnnn~

sighh

2009-12-07T09:57:00.000-08:00

...i feel so trappped...

Crush

2009-11-01T01:13:00.000-07:00

I'm too shy to say

I got a crush on you

I hope you feel the way that i do

I get a rush

When I'm with you

I wish i could tell somebody

But there's no one to talk to,

nobody knows I've got a crush on you ....

Periuk oh Periuk

2009-10-25T01:46:00.000-07:00

Hehehehe..merepek jer post ni but just want to do it..neways me n aizan bought periuk nasi at udupi cost 900 rupee..sbb nak masak2..Aizan laa lebih skit kot..suka try experiment dier..ada yg over salty..hahhaa..kitaorng yg lain redha mkn n bersyukur ngan apa yg ada..jgn mara..some of her experiment jd n sedp..dia dh ready utk kawin dah kalo saper2 nk masuk line..cehhh

At our room aizan is like the mother..suka tlg masakkan utk anak2...periuk ni share gak ngan naimah n rin..huhuh..Time masak mak garang sll mengarah anak2 dier potong bawang wat nih basuh nih..huhu..biasalaa tuh kan..in the end perut kenyang..alhamdulillah..pagi2 mesti ada breakfast...best2..wat rotilaa..cekodok pisanglaa..huhu..We all dah wat bejet perbelanjaan..murah sgt2 laa kalo masak so leh save byk duit dr mkn luar..so many recipe we did..naimah aritu ada wat ayam masak madu..sdpppp!huhuhu

Periuk nasi ku... :)
macorroni with pasta sauce sara wat..sedap..hehehe

ni kek batik me, rin n aizan wat for our frend birthday aritu..

aizan nyer experiemnt..kentang roll..ada curry sume..time nih satu bilik bau curry..kuat sgt..dtg kelas S.E tego..Sarah tukar perfume ker??huhuhu..down bau curry..

Banyak lagi recipe nk try..cume nk cari barang2 sini susah skit..ada yg x halal..huhuh

Spot the different!

2009-10-18T02:33:00.000-07:00

I miss my twin :(

At this moment...

2009-10-16T10:13:00.000-07:00

Olla..hehhe..just nak update blog..bout india again..hehhee..belajar so far okelaa..best sgt..lecturer sgt2 cool n best..hehhee..i enjoy it..tp kdg2 ngantuk skit..but xderlaa sampai tertido..the lab n pratical sume fun2..boleh laa..br dpt tau i bllood B+...kalo sara ada paper ker incident ,derma2lah darah jenis tuh..huhuh.. sara ada gambar ngan maayat..tp x elok kalo letak pic kan..huhu...best time disection...but now mcm lg stressfull..kena soal byk..hehhee..

study2...24 jam study..mata getting tired n fatique..kdg2 nk tido tuh dok fikir muscles origin n insertion n nerve supply n action..serius..dlm mimpi satu back muscle disebut ulang2..creepy huh??huhuhu....dats my life right not..kdg2 tuh mcm xder masa nk fikir benda lain..

Buku2 byk...sume penting n sume berguna...soo many things to learn but sumhow..i enjoy it..dh kata nk jadi doc..sume dh espect....

hari hujan time awl2 dtg..sejuk jer.,,dis is the closeness of cold yg kita kat india akan dpt...hujan jerrr..sambil2 jalan bw payung everywhere...x nk stop dr pg ke pttg..uhuhu

dalam keaddan hostel time hujan..payung display..beli2....mcm2 warna ada..huhuhu...

This is called alu parataha..mcm roti canai skit..sedplaa gakk..puas ati mkn ..kenyang..food here is awesome..

Grape juice in iceland..sedaplaa gak..tp mcm sgt manis...huhu.overall the drinks here r not bad.,.makin gemuklaa sara..mknn n air..tension2...nk kurus..huhu...xpert2..jalan dr hostel ker lecture hall sgt jauh..so its a good excercise..

all time favv nescafe in india....BARISTA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Temmpat ni is called end point..bets sgt..besar sgtt...so luas tanah dier..open field n the sunset is awesome..i go there bile rasa nk amik angin n jog n just lepak2..jauh gak tmpt dier tp bestt..the view is great,..

Guy Friends

2009-09-28T09:18:00.000-07:00

Me n my friends in Malpey Beach - India

When it comes to the question of whether or not guys and girls can be just friends there is no universal truth.Whether or not a guy and a girl can be just friends depends on how the friendship started, on whether or not there is a physical attraction involved, and on the personalities of the individuals... Lelaki,jejaka, teruna, wateva the nickname the meaning is always the same. Ada antara mereka sesuai dijadikan kawan.i called them sahabat. Apabila kita bercakap tentang teman lelaki kita kepada mereka, mereka akan mendengar dan memberi komen. cehhhh..

Guy frens just tetap kwn biasa jer..memiliki lelaki sebagai sahabat baik kerana mereka mempunyai perspektif yang berbeza dalam apa jua perkara. Bukanlah kawan perempuan itu tidak ‘cool’- dont get confuse. Cuma lelaki selalunya rasional dan melihat sesuatu daripada sudut yang berbeza. Bagus kan kalau kita dapat lihat sesuatu dari kedua-dua arah, besides, u can ask guys about guys..who knows men better then themself..huhuhu..

Now boyfriends..teman sejati... Ciri-ciri seorang teman lelaki. how do i know? i always believe in women instinct.. kata hati wanita.!trust it then u know if he is da rite one or not.. Ini adalah lelaki yang akan membuatkan anda sanggup melakukan apa sahaja. Dia akan membuatkan anda rasa istimewa kerana wujudnya hubungan yang tidak mampu dijelaskan antara anda dan dia. Itulah cinta.

this is just my opinion antara kawan lelaki dan teman lelaki.ada orng kata mmg x boleh lelaki n perempuan jadi kwn baik..ada yg kata boleh jer..itu pendapat masing2..im sure sume ada pendirian sendiri dan tau perasaan sendiri..

So x salah kalo nak ada kawan lelaki..cuma kena laa tahu batas2 kita sebagai seorng islam..,..

Raya d Perantaun

2009-09-27T01:52:00.000-07:00

First time raya in India away from my family..soo sad..but theres nuthing i can do..besides im not the only one yg raya away from family..as soon as dgr takbir raya cam sedih..remember this time during at home i am helping my mum wat rendang n sume laa..food for raya...i know they miss me too..terharu dgr biler my sis moon ckp they didnt take any family pic coz it was incomplete if im not around..cehhh..hahhaa..soo sweet...
My beloved daddy n mummy

Masturah & Sis moon

I did a raya video for my family sblm fly..hehhe..kept it a secret for a while sampailaa raya..daddy find out then tgk..show it to my mum n she cried..hehhee..comel..Anyways raya in india is not soo bad..quite fun actually..the journey says it all..could not describe it..

Raya 2009

On be halve of all the students in india..selamat hari raya!

weeeeeeeeeeeee :)

INDIA = part 3 senior welcoming

2009-09-18T12:48:00.000-07:00

WELCOME BATCH 25...HEHHEEHE..

INDIA = part 2 manipal campus

2009-09-18T12:36:00.000-07:00

The library and the office..

food court

disection Hall-anatomy

Lecture Hall..3rd floor 3C room

INDIA = part 1 THE JOURNEY

2009-09-18T12:08:00.000-07:00

First Day in INDIA...long story actually but here it goes..

09/09/09 our flight ticket to bangalore naik MAs airlines..when smoothly..

Arrived in Bangalore at night..we were accomadate at a hotel..nobody was there to welcome the MARA students so we just follow adalaa orng yg tunjuk2..naik bas..mlm2 dgnn road yg x stable gi kat hulu mana ntah...the wind was breezy..sgt2 sejuk kat bangalore..best sgt..hehehe..

Dlm 20minutes we arrived at our hotel..we have to pay 1800 indian rupees to stay..mahal gaklaa..bdk laki ada yg protes x nk dok sbb transit 4 jam jer...x berbaloi..me along with 3 other frens stay in 1 room..bestlaa jugak..bsr..hehhee

bedroom & living room

In the morning then aada flight nk gi mangalore lak naik jet airways..malangnya flight cancel tetiba..sume mcm terkejut knp tiba2..we all thought orng india ni nk tipu kitaorng..tgk2 kat berita mmg ada mogok pilot india so byk flight cancel..dh down giler time tuh...seb baik ada flight ptg pulak..sampai2 petang..flight delay..lg terkandas..dlm 2 jam kol delay..sedihh sgt2...dhlaa xder sape nk jg kitaorng..

This is in bangalore..mcm kat kkpg...sejuk jerr..sbb atas bukit...

MARA students...

in the end..kitaorng sampai gak Manipal campus...

The climb...

2009-08-31T07:37:00.000-07:00

"Life is a climb but the view is great"

i got dat thru hannah montana the muvi..hehehhehe..its true..once u r on top u feel great bout it..mcm buat IB..susah3 tp in the end sume dah melepasi and get good result n akan fly...tgk pasal berita bout IB students top in the world for KMS n KMB....we all didnt aspect dat to happen but sume boleh jerr..InsyaAllah with the effort put in we will get it...

For medic students...yeah i've heard its tough learning it but nothing is imposible..just fikir orng lain boleh je wat knp kita x boleh,..its all in the mind..Lets go through it together Medics students..i'm sure we all want to see the view...best ke xbest yg penting..we have have to climb first..reach for stars...weeeeeeeee...!!! semoga berjaya...

RoaDTriP

2009-08-23T08:41:00.000-07:00

First of Ramadhan...
My door room: knock knock knock..
Mummy: sarahh..wake up..sahurrr..
Sarah:mmm..yer...(mamai)
half n hour later...
My door room: knock knock knock..(louder)
Sis Mun: oiii bgn laa..sahur..dh pukul brp!!!
Sarah: (terkejut giler..bgn terus kuar gi dapur...)oke2 im coming..dh bgn dh td..

dats my story 1st day sahur...huhu..nilaa sbb tido lamabt..sbb apa??gayut..dgn saper??adalaaa..heheehe..neways after sahur solat sume then tido alik..dlm kol brp ntah bgn sbb daddy wake me up saying dat he wants to go to melaka..y??coz he wants to know the way to melaka manipal college for my orientation coming up on the 5sept..Fuhh semngt daddy i..hehhee..sweet..lgpun he got his new toy n wanted to test drive...my dad also love tech stuff..i tell u his gps dh brp byk kali update...im begging him to give me one n put indian map on it so dat bile jalan leh tgk..hehee...like dats gonna happen..at my house my dad call me a low tech daugther..i dont mind,,watev..=p

Anyway jalan2 melaka guna daddy's gps..then we arrived at our destination..thought of going inside the college but mls arr..so basically tgk then blaa..

After a while i kind of have to go to the loo so my dad stop at my kazens house..pray n lepak for a while..my kazen is newlywed and she tells us stoories of life after marridge..mcm best je..x sbr pulak..but i know i have a long time to go..hehhee...Time passes so my kazen2 sume ckp y not buka puasa kat kpg..sume agree so we did..from melaka bandar off we went to my kpg in melaka also at masjid tanah...before stopping we went to bazzaar ramadhan kat pekan..beli skit2 jer since they were so many people..br 1st day raya..tp it was fun..hehhee..byk asap my daddy n me cant take it so we headed of early..

Azan magrib then berkumandang..baca doa n off we eat..big feast..byk lauk gak sampai x tau nk makn apa..tp serius mkn ramai2 best..my first puasa berbuka with all my kazen..sob2.. gona miss them soo much..wat a day..it was worth it..but in the end..who have to wash all the dishes ....me??waaa so not fair...:( huhuhuhu..

HoMe

2009-08-20T22:23:00.000-07:00

i've been stuck at home not going anywhere..y??becoz of H1N1..

Sarah= daddy let go out and eat dinner?

Daddy= y?mum can cook for u..y go exposing yourself to the viruses outside..

Huhuhu..dats usually about the same answer i will get if ask my daddy to go out..dats y i go shopping with my mum in the morning whenever hes at work..i dont mind..im not really da outdoor kind of person..i just love to sit at home n spend time with my love one..after all i only have a few weeks left...i just cant believe dat august is finally over and welcome september..heheh..the month where all the students r bound to fly to manipal..mayb there r a few people who never fly oversea before so it must b excited to see their faces at the airport..hehehe...

so far my preparation hmm okelaa..bought a few things...my mum ask me to study cooking from her but then if i live in a hostel where am i gonna cook??hhuuu..but i knw a few lauk if nk masak ke apa nanti..

What do i do at home...?

well i spend half the day in front of my laptop..fb..u tube n listening to music n watch movie..my new hobby is wriitting fictional novel...so far i done 4 stories..all love..jeez jiwang giler..its fun to fantasize..hehehe..hmmm i'm gonna miss everything in malaysia..

x sabar nk gi 5 sept nih..just wana know wat iz it all about gi orientation manipal..hope its interesting..Aizan will be staying at my house since her parent cannot make it..i offer her my place coz i know she was shy to ask me...ehehehe..hmmmmm..

k laa dh nagntk..i dunno wat else to say..

H1N1 scare

2009-08-17T20:46:00.000-07:00

FRIENDS-FAMILY-PEOPLE...

Da pendamic is really getting worse...Many were dead due to this diseases n virus infection all over the world..

Take care of your health..

PREVENTION IS BETTER THAN CURE..

PROTECT URESELF...

WEAR A MASK...

Preparation =)

2009-08-16T08:55:00.000-07:00

Now left with a few weeks to go till da day i fly...da day i fly???hehehee..Neways i bought 2 bags..one is big n the other is small...bsr tu bsr gak tp belasah je laa bawak..brg skit2 dh beli tp pack last2 minute br best...hehehhe..tu pun i dont tink it can fit all my stuff...damm laa..byk sgt brg nk bw...

Thank goodness sume dh settle tunggu pre departure dr MARA je laaa...gi shopping sgt best...jus tinggal a few things yg x beli lg..i did a check list well actually my mum yg wat kan..semangat...but comeii...hehhee..check list of all da items n things to buy n bring so dat i dont forget...byk dh cross out dah...seronok...huhuhuhu

AS students n Biotech students dah ada yg fly dah...my time will come and so will my other india frens..India frens????hehehhehe..cant wait...minggu depan dh nk pose...this will be my first time raya far away from my parents n family...sedih yet stiill im sure i will have new experience raya at another country with my frens...hehhee

Bad Week

2009-08-14T07:57:00.000-07:00

Wat a stressfull week..i can almost faint..soo chaotic and so tense...it all started on thursday(dunno da date)..i went to MARA hq to get the offer letter with my mum,massy and naimah..okelaa i got the form to fill it in sume..alik rumah..terus isi sbb nanti nk minta pegesahan nk bg my daddy buat at his office..kena rushing since he has to go outstation to Euthopia for 1 week next week...daddy alik dr office tgk2 benda tu xder chop..soo terpksa tunggu seminggu..kinda my fault sbb x bgtau..but i thought my dad tlg laa sekali bc tgk..huhuu..

Daddy pegi on Monday nite..pg tuh i went to do my visa with my parents..Kat sana jumpalaa Ghazi..he came first but lmbt gi counter then i got it first..muahahhahaa..okelaa time wat visa ermm it is not dat complicated...then gi putrajaya lak...tunggu punya laa gila..lama sgt..nk dpt letter of good conduct...merepek jerr punya lama...tension sgt...sian kat my parents pun tunggu lm gak..tmpt tuh dh laa panas aircon rosak...layann counter pun mcm apa jer...nk lyn orng senyum laa sikit..bengang gak laa kat 1 lady tuh..

dat 1 week while my daddy is away me n my mum fill in the borang tulis apa yg patut..then we went to Celcom building utk mintak hal2 for penjamin 2..nk gi sn dh laa jam n parking pun jauh..so terpksa laa gak..penat giler time tuh..

then on friday (xingt lg tarikh) gi wat medical check up at my family doctor..amik darah belah kiri cocok xdpt..then amik kanan br dpt...doc ckp byk lemak susah amik darah...aduii..gi india kena kurus laa sarah oi...hihihihii...then kena gi hops swasta wat xray jer..tunggu punyalaa lama..masuk2 tgk yg jg radiologist young guy doc..malu giler ngan dier..paham2 je laa kalo nk wat xray camne..tp he's a ddoc..xper kot...sgt2 malu..

then dat selasa tu br dpt result..sume ok...darah urine sume normal..Yahooo!.. medical check up complete..daddy br alik..cpt mintak bw gi office benda2 lain..rabu tuh gi persuruhan jaya sumpah mintak chop..then nk matikan stem....khamis 14 july...gi mara..terserempak ngan madee ngan ayah dier...huhuhu...antar2 borang tgk2 sign for saksi xnk berkanun nk berkerajaan...DOWN GILER!!!...terpaksa wat baru...ishhhh..stress2...

Jummat tuh pg2 pergi sek meng tmn melawati..yg i xsk gile2..i hate my highschool life..xtau naper..love the teacher n frens..but ntahh,...wat muka terpksa gi sek mintak chop guru bsr..tp guru bsr busy pulak..so tunggu punya tunggu dpt satu cikgu...my old addmath teacher..tlg chop kan..legaa..

Lepas tu jugak gi MARA hq hantar borang..nk cpt selesaikan jugak..hantar2 alhamdulillah sume beres..selesai..finish...hehehe...happi sgt time tuh..me n my mum terus gi shopping jalan2 sempat beli brg2 skit...all this while i would like to say thank you to my mum..she has been through thick n thin through out dis week helping me settle all dis...jd driver bw sini sana..sian mama penat...love her to death...huhuuhu...

So now i guess tunggu orng MARA call utk predepature..hehehhe....

Anatara 9 SITI yg patut dicontohi :

2009-08-11T03:03:00.000-07:00

1) Siti Khadijah
- Beliau merupakan isteri Rasulullah s.a.w yg melahirkan anak2 Rasulullah, setia dan menyokong Rasulullah walaupun ditentang hebat oleh org2 kafir dan musyrik, menghantarkan makanan kpd Baginda ketika Baginda beribadat di Gua Hira'.

2) Siti Fatimah
- Anak Rasulullah yg tinggi budi pekertinya. Sangat kasih dan setia kpd suaminya Ali karamallahu wajhah walaupun Ali miskin. Tidur berkongsikan 1 bantal dan kdg2 berbantalkan lengan Ali. Rasulullah pernah b'kata aku takkan maafkan kamu wahai Fatimah sehinggalah Ali maafkan kamu.

3) Siti A'ishah
- Beliau isteri Rasulullah yg paling romantik. Sanggup berkongsi bekas makanan dan minuman dgn Rasulullah. Di mana Nabi s.a.w minum di situ beliau akan minum menggunakan bekas yg sama.

4) Siti Hajar
- Isteri Nabi Ibrahim yg patuh kpd suami dan suruhan Allah. Sanggup ditinggalkan oleh Nabi Ibrahim atas suruhan Allah demi kebaikan. Berjuang mencari air utk anaknya Nabi Ismail (Pengorbanan seorg ibu mithali).

5) Siti Mariam
- Wanita suci yg mmg pandai menjaga kehormatan diri dan mempunyai maruah yg tinggi sehingga rahimnya dipilih oh Allah s.w.t utk mengandungkan Nabi Isa.

6) Siti Asiah
- Isteri Firaun yg tinggi imannya dan tidak gentar dgn ujian yg dihadapinya drpd Firaun Laknatullah.

7) Siti Aminah
- Wanita mulia yg menjadi ibu kandung Rasullullah. Mendidik baginda menjadi insan mulia.

8) Siti Muti'ah
- Isteri yg patut dicontohi dan dijanjikan Allah syurga untuknya kerana setianya kpd suami, menjaga makan minum, menyediakan tongkat utk dipukul oleh suaminya sekiranya layanannya tidak memuaskan hati, berhias dgn cantik utk tatapan suaminya sahaja.

9 ) Siti Zubaidah
- Wanita kaya dermawan yg menjadi isteri Khalifah Harun Al-Rashid. Sanggup membelanjakan semua hartanya utk membina terusan utk kegunaan org ramai hanya niat kerana Allah s.w.t.

10 ) Siti Maisarah
- hehehehe...???
betapa hebatnya mereka sehinggakan xdpt ditandingi perngorbnan yg telah mereka lakukan...

Hoping

2009-08-09T05:58:00.000-07:00

It may be soo soon to tell but i'm hoping..still hoping..rite now da heart is closed..lock...but one day it will be ready to be open...insyaAllah..dgn izin Tuhan...Jodoh x ke mana..i have to focus on my studies and career first..hehehehe

Memories..i will cherish it...

LiSa's Problem...

2009-08-09T01:45:00.000-07:00

LiSa and her friends..i cant bring them all to India...wat should i do...?

LiSa
Waaaa..i'm going to India and my bag is already as big as an elephant..so many things to bring...another problem is my bear..LiSa...how the heck am i gonna put this huge teddy inside my bag...nk sgt bawak...peluk best tp beg x muat..mama suruh bw biler next time alik...waaaa..tidak..Kwn2 Lisa ada gak lebih kecik tp xbest...hehhehe...

Bluey
Bluey kecik je nih..tp mcm nk bw ke x nak...aahh tidak...dilema..wat if i just shove LiSa inside my bag...kecik2 kan LiSa sumbat dlm bag..harap2 muat...im scared if im da only one whos going to bring huge luggage...hahhahaa...wateva..i am a girl..i need lots of stuff...
i just notice sumting....Im 20 years old and im talking about problems regarding my teddy bear..OMG Sarah grow up!!!!hahahha...

Finally

2009-07-27T00:11:00.000-07:00

Graduation IB BATCH 3 07/09
SIJIL DIPLOMA IB

DA GUYS

DA LADIES

THE GIFTS

26th July 2009..Ib batch 3 kms graduation day..it was alrite actually..i love seeing all my frewns wearing blue..all look super HOT..hehehe..seriusly they do..girls wear bj kurung and guys baju melayu..suka tgk...hehehhe...the grad place is at Royal Bintang Ballroom..im not sure wether da hotel was a 5 star or not..wateva it is the rooms suck..xmcm 5 star pun..

i'm really gonna miss my frens..nanti dh x jumpa dah bdk2 fly ke us, uk,czech..hmmm may u all live a happy life and persue your dreams of becoming future actuaries,doctors,biotech,teachers...huhuu..

to all the teachers pun thank u soo much for your help..teaching..caring..loving..i will appreciate it very much..May Allah bless all of you.

.Amin..

Door gift okelaa..dpt selendang..dh laa wana biru gak...just my luck..huhuh..tp jeles tgk laki nya tie..looks very expensive..lawa..

many pictures were taken tp alik2 umah kena mara ngan daddy sbb biler tgk alik pictures byk blurry..sedihh...tgn x statik..huhu..apa leh buat...asalkan da memorie is in my head..Da food there okelaa i have to admit x sdpt sgt..but my fav is the honeydew air..yyum2...

Finally IB is finish and everyone in batch 3 students graduated with flying colors..alhamdulillah..Now another step is yet to come..

Thank you KMS and IB..i learn a lot through out the 2 year programmes..LOVE IT! i have soo much memories dat i will cherish it 4eva..MUahhx..

Bersangka Baik

2009-07-24T05:07:00.000-07:00

Kalau kita ditanya: “Apakah kamu beriman kepada Allah?”
Kita pastinya akan pantas menjawab: “Ya”
Kerana, itu adalah keyakinan kita. Benar?

Namun kadangkala, keyakinan kita ini akan tergugah bila diuji. Saat-saat sukar dan pertolongan lambat tiba, kita mula ragu dan mempersoalkan: “Ish, Allah ni dengar tak doa aku?”
Bila kita ditimpa kecelakaan, kita akan merungut: “Kenapa la Allah buat macam ni kat aku?”
Bila kita cuba bertaubat dari dosa, tetapi kemudian asyik mengulanginya, kita berkata: “Allah ni memang takdirkan aku masuk neraka ke?

Sepatutnya kita perlu bersangka baik terhadap Allah...

Bersangka baik. Bersangka baik kepada manusia yang kita nampak pun sudah sukar. Apatah lagi hendak bersangka baik kepada Allah yang ghaib.

Namun, di sinilah sebenarnya ukuran keimanan kita. Iman itu sukar kerana kita banyak ber’komunikasi’ dengan keghaiban, dengan tidak terlihat. Beriman kepada Allah yang ghaib, beriman kepada malaikat yang ghaib, beriman kepada hari kiamat yang tidak tahu bila, beriman kepada qada’ qadar yang kita tidak tahu apa-apa. Tiga dari lima rukun iman adalah perkara ghaib yang tidak akan kita tahu berkenaan dengannya, melainkan apa yang telah Rasul dan Kitab beritahu kepada kita.

Bukan mudah bersangka baik kepada Allah, tetapi di sinilah bukti keimanan kita.
Berapa ramai yang memilih untuk meneruskan keimanannya hingga ke hujung waktu? Berapa ramai pula yang tersungkur dengan ujian keimanan ini dan memilih untuk meninggalkan Allah?
Di dalam sejarah manusia, ada beberapa cerita yang membangkitkan kesedaran berkenaan hal ini:

Kisah Nabi Musa AS.
Ketika Allah mengarahkannya membawa Bani Israel melarikan diri dari Firaun pada waktu malam, Nabi Musa AS telah mendapati dirinya dan Bani Israel terperangkap antara Laut Mati dan tentera Firaun yang mengejar di belakang pada waktu pagi esoknya.
Bani Israel ketika itu sampai ada yang berkata: ““ Musa, apakah yang kau bawa kami ini? Di hadapan kita laut, di belakang kita Firaun dan bala tenteranya. Nampaknya kita akan tersusur, kita akan hancur!”
Apakah kata-kata Nabi Musa AS ketika itu?
“Kalla…” Sekali-kali tidak. Sekali-kali kita tidak akan hancur.
Kenapa Nabi Musa AS dapat menyatakan sedemikian rupa, walau nyawanya tersepit antara Laut Mati dan Tentera Firaun?
Kerana Nabi Musa beriman kepada Allah hingga ke akhirnya. Dia yakin, Allah tidak akan meninggalkannya. Dia yakin, Allah tidak akan memungkiri janji-janji-Nya.
Akhirnya, laut mati terbelah dipukul tongkat Nabi Musa, mukjizat kurniaan Allah, dan Firaun mati lemas di Laut Mati ketika cuba mengejar

Jadi, kita bagaimana?
Bila berhadapan ujian, bila berusaha tetapi sering menemui kegagalan, saat merasa sempit, ketika merasa ditinggalkan, bagaimana kita bertindak?

Merungut-rungut kepada Allah? Atau memilih untuk terus meyakini-Nya, dan beriman kepada-Nya?

Sesungguhnya, kepada orang-orang beriman itu, hanyalah kemenangan di akhirnya.
Kalau bukan kemenangan di dunia, pastinya kemenangan di akhirat menanti manusia yang beriman kepada Allah SWT.

Maka, marilah sama-sama kita, bersangka baik kepada Allah, dan memilih untuk terus beriman kepada-Nya hingga ke akhirnya.

Walau dalam kesempitan, walau terdorong ke tebing gaung yang dalam, tetapkanlah iman kita agar tidak tergugah.

Allah hendak memberikan sesuatu yang besar kepada kita.

Diambil drpd website langit ilahi...

Its a Twin Thing (TT)

2009-07-21T02:46:00.000-07:00

which one is Sarah and Mas??? x ingt umur brp...

hhehehe =)

Tepat jam 0727 pagi.."uwekk uwekk" a crying sound was heard and then it stop..but wait,not long after 3 minutes around 0730..another crying sound was heard again "uwekk uwekk"... Bunyi nangis apa pulak tuh??..cehhhh..but soon this crying sound was then replace by the Azan...2 babies were born..identical twins = SITI MAISARAH (2.7Kg) & SITI MASTURAH (3.2Kg)

i was borrn first then is Mas..usually orng ckp sape kuar dulu adik sbb kakak mengalah but my parents ikut turuntan saper lahir dulu dier tua...huhuhu...i cant imagine Mas is kakak..no way..hahhaaha...dier manja sgt..

Owh yer..wat is TT..well me and Mas call it a twin thing..my big sis Moon always piss when we say this..TT is like u know sumtimes twins know wat each other are thinking..kdg2 pikir benda sama only me and Mass understand...It thus happen and we both find it menarik..hehehe..bila ada je i was thinking bout stuff and i look at Mas..she's smiling at me sbb dier pun tau apa i nk ckp..kakak i mcm blur je..we both will point our 2 fingers supaya touch and say its a twin thing (TT).. =P

i love having a twin..i love my twin..i'm really gonna miss her..we will be far apart..sedih sgt..kali nih bkn jauh di malaysia but far from the country...huhuh..of corse we can comunicate in other ways but ntah...its just a TT..huhuhu...

Inspired By Life

2009-07-20T07:54:00.000-07:00

Well i guess my future is set..im flying of to manipal...i seriusly thought it was hard to get in but i did it..alhamdulillah...at first i was glad dat i have a choice to go to czech replubic..excited..studying the entrance test with my frens...I know dat the answer i tick was correect..in my heart i just know it...to my horror i had a shock and a wake up call..the moment i found out i did not pass the exam i was devastated...nangis yg mcm tahap tersedu2..i just could not accept it..my frends mira,lye,zazu,naimah,limie sume bg encouraging words to me tp x leh nk stop sedih.."bodoh sgt ke sampai x pass exam" dat was going in my head..malu nangis orng x penah tgk..seb baik laki is just hazim dat time..huhuhu..i came back..call my parents..my dad..u know wat he said to me?

"Sarah nangis sejak tau dpt result sampai balik college..mcm tuh baik xyah jd doc..benda mcm nih pun x dpt nk terima...sume ada hikmah dier..nk nangis watper.."

i was taken a back of wat he said..ni encouraging ke??mcm x jer..then slowly i realise hes rite..everything in life ada hikmah dier..i x accept benda yg dh berlaku as if i salahkan God for making me miserable..AstaufirAllah...terus ask from forgiveness...maybe good things comes out of this..sbg hamba kita perlu bersabar..ada ayat dr Syurga Cinta..dat girl mention apa ntah..kita nk matahari tp tuhan bg hujan..pdhal kita x tahu pada akhir hujan tuhan bg pelangi..apa ntah..hehehee...i know dat now...syukur alhamdulillah..Dah ada placemet for me in India..2tahun setgh di sana and 2 tahun setgh in melaka malaysia..best apa..kejap je dok negara orng..

So maybe dpt kat india manipal twinning nih is not so bad after all...sape yg nk sgt ramaiah xperlaa..maybe kita gi manipal ada hikmahnya..cume kita x nampak skarng...Allah knows...

To my india frewn (cam lain je bunyi..he3)

girls= bella,aizan,made,cheetah,shiro,nik,imah,rin

boys= faiz,redza,azwan,ghazi,s.e,ammar,awe,shahir,chang (ada tertinggal sowi)

All the Best..may we become good Doctors in the future..InsyaAllah..

What Love Will do to you...

2009-07-19T04:30:00.000-07:00

Another "cliche" post...gee let me guess wats its about??Love..pehhh..Something that i dont understand and yet to learn..I cant help myself to fall with one but where does that lead me too..marridge..i'm far too young to get married..or am i?? huhuhu..skrang ni sk2 tp xnmpk lg masa depan dua2 belah pihak mcm mana...just listen to wat your parent say..."xpayahlaa pikir2 lg Sarah..belajar dulu..dh besar dh keje puas life br kawin.." i didnt mean to play or hurt anyone feelings but the desire to love and beloved by someone will always be there..i know its fitrah for us to like eachother..ntah kdg2 tuh y now...when i like sume1 i kept quite..i dont really show it...i dont care wat he says about me.."im a liar". i know im doing da right thing.God knows..im scared to fall..the gut feeling that i felt..rasa takut yg teramat sgt...tkt kpd siapa?..im sure u know.....im complicated..no wonder he hates me now..i cant explain it well...ttension kdg2..suka ke x suka..i just cant say...mls dah..let it be..i jus pray..kalo ada jodoh adala.. Now my motto is love after marridge..lagi romantic...hahhahaa...

ZiaRaH-Unforgetable

2009-07-17T07:03:00.000-07:00

21st of July was the day which i never thought would come..Alhamdulillah Allah s.w.t has call upon me and my family to visit the holy Mekah Almukaramah and Madinah Almunawarah. It was about 8 hours of flight from KLIA to Jeddah..i arrive in Jeddah at night and straight away we took the bus to Tanah Haram Madinah..I went with the travel angent of Andalusia. My heart was pounding..i was very excited..

SubahanaAllah..i could not explain wat i felt..Tears fell..Sebak hati..The first time i saw Kota Madinah i could not stop crying. You see in pictures but it is nothing compare to the real thing..Its so beutiful..We have a very nice Mutawir guiding us with the ziarah. He's name is Ustat Abdul Rahman from indonesia...Very cute and i love it when he resite the prayer and zikir...huuhuhu...I remember while travelling in the bus he said a few sentences that i will never forget.

"Kita patut bersyukur dapat dtg ker sini dipanggil oleh Allah s.w.t..Ada orng kaya byk duit pun tp kalo tak dipannggil oleh Allah dan xder rezeki xdpt jugak..Buatlah sebyk mana pun amalan dan zikir2 sunat di sini.."

I thought how true dat meaning is and i am very bless to be given this oppurtunity to come here..Alhamdulillah..Anyway we stayed in Fyruz Hotel...Then it was time for Subuh prayer..My first solat in Masjid Nabawi...Inside the masjid was even more incredible..The architecture and the structure of the building was amazing..

We then ziarah many places in Madinah..One of it is Perkuburan Baqi' and Jabal Uhud..I climb the hill where the archery people were situated during the Uhud war..it was so cool and wat an experience..such a historic place..i also went ziarah kt tempat lain but it probaly take longer time for me to write..mls laa..hehee..nk tau lg tanya jer...

I stayed in Madinah for 3 days..One night i visited Raudah..Again so many people were there..I have to squeeze myself to pray in the Raudah (Taman-Taman syurga)..Wat an experience..I could not believe it that i was praying in front of the prophet Muhammad S.A.W makam..Syukur alhamdulillah..I get to pray right at the front in the green carpet..I mean depann sekali...i solat sunat there..After that i could not help but to cry again...Syukur Allah s.w.t give me the oppurtunity to pray there..its very hard to find a spot to pray since a lot of people pushing and shuving around..

After Madinah We went to Tanah Haram Mekah ...we did our first mikat at Bir Ali from madinah..While the mutawir and all the people in the group was bertalbiah again sebak hati..Kesyukuran to Allah x dpt nak ckp...sedih...My first umrah...When i saw the Kaabah words cannot explain it..Even the masjid itself was unbelieveable..Anyway i did niat then tawaf and saie..lastly tahalul..I cried again..Coz i completed 1 umrah...Syukur..I felt like a new girl..Cleanse with all the sin that i have done in the past..InsyaAllah..

We stayed in Mekah for a week..So cool..Praying there..Staying in Mekah i felt so happy..x ingt langsung dunia and hal2 di Malaysia...All i can think about was my ibadat...WE ziarah many places here including Kaabah Mussean, Masjid Kiblatain,Masjiid Tanaim,Hudaibiyah,Ladang unta,ladang kurma,jabal Nur,mina,arafah and even jabal Rahmah where i pray for my jodoh..hhee..a good soleh husband insyaAllah....Byk lg..seronok sgt..It was the best experience i ever had..i want to go again..I manage to complete 3 umrah Alhamdulillah at 3 diffrent miqat..One in Bir Ali, one in Tanaim and one in Hudaibiyah...Alhamdulillah...

The time have come to say goodbye to Mekah..I felt sad again and cry after subuh prayer sbb trpksa leave and see the Kaabah...i pray and pray at the multazam that i can come agaian..InsyaAllah..
I just want to share my experience..Byk lg picture to upload but mls..hehhehe

The Start

2009-07-11T23:35:00.000-07:00

My new blog...well this is my first post..dunno really wat to say...people are trying new things and i guess dis is one of them...so i wanna try...blogging.. "The in thing" is it???oh well, its kinda a way for me to write stuff and let me have things to do during my free time...i'm sick of fb n fs...u get bored after like a few days or weeks doing nuthing..welcome to mylife..boring person..sumhow i manage to live..hahahaa...since my sistas r not at home..i'm so damm bored.s..(big sis in ums and twin sis in usm) where will i be???a mystery to me..hmmmm...